Ryan's flying out this afternoon for his next visit with his care team and Dr. Neelam--alone this time. He's totally ok with that--a little worried that it might be him holding the air-sickness bag at the ready this time rather than me, but overall totally ok with going by himself for a few days. He's getting his PET scan done this time. It will give us a final complete look at how much of him is infected with the cancer cells, plus act as a comparison to last months CT scan so we can see how the chemo is working.
A few of the kiddo's are already crying, and I'm a ball of nerves myself--but I knew it would be this way. Nothing for it but to get through it. I'm going to work on a few small projects around the house to keep busy and to surprise him when he comes home--and it's only a few days, so of course we will all be ok! :) I think I can think positive...I think I can think positive...<3
Your doing great, im proud of you, your def a insperation in my life. PLEASE keep in mind that all that you do and see, remain in the mindset of bearing witness to the situation, or the agenda as it happens.Be mindfull of your surroundings and the little ones and try to envision the thoughts in there little new minds as well,you are the ultimate Rock right now.Strong and non wavering, smile and take it on with feirceness from within. Thank you for keeping it real and god bless you and yours.
ReplyDeleteThank you SO much--I really really needed to hear that this morning!!!! <3
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